Monday, April 7, 2008

song lyrics. title:realize

Take time to realize,
That your warmth is. Crashing down on in.
Take time to realize,
That I am on your side.
Didn't I, Didn't I tell you.

But I can't spell it out for you,
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I cant spell it out for you

If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other
And will never find another
Just realized what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other now

Take time to realize
Oh-oh I'm on your side
Didn't I, didn't I tell you.
Take time to realize
This all can pass you by..
Didn't I tell you

But I can't spell it out for you,
No its never gonna be that simple
No I can't spell it out for you.

If you just realized what I just realized
Then we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find another
Just realized what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other now.

It's not always the same
No it's never the same
If you don't feel it to.
If you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way.
It could be the same for you.

If you just realized what I just realized
Then we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find another
Just realized what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder
Just realized what I just realized

OoOoOOo

Missed out on each other now
Missed out on each other now

Realize
Realize
Realize

Wednesday, January 9, 2008

i THINK im in LOVE!

Im All His !

okaeokae

his name is HAFIZ..andand NOT the ex-mps HAFIZ..

idk where the heck he is frm bt he is currently in the same form andand MT class with me!

description:

wears specs,tall[[at least taller than me uhhs]],skin tone almost like mine,suare lyk hidayat 6c green house,cute,hansem,attracting,charming.
ohh andand i LOVE it wen he smiles && laughs!its sooo cute andand adorable!!!
heh..
he is a fast runner too!
we(my class) went running the 1.6 for training..andand he was one of the first few boys in my class to finish!
and i am the first few girls to finish too!
well,i got 8th place uhh..
he was sooo cute wen he ran past me!
my legs felt sooo superbly jelly-ish that i felt lyk i couldve dropped!
kuang3..
well the rest of it was juz tiring!
ohh,andand i made a few new frenz..
name:
maisarah,nadia,liana,syafiqah,dilis,crystal,hui min,joelyn andand huda.
heh..other than that,school's boring!
thats all for now!
byeZ!

Wednesday, December 5, 2007

haix...
y are u doing this to me??
do u reli tink i lyk it?!
well,as a matter of fact NO!
im very much hating it!
i hate boeing in lurv with anyone!
i hat it!i hate it!I HATE IT!
i hate it more than i hate myself!!
idk if this is wad u call [[real love]]or anyting but whatsoever it is,i dun care!
i dun give a damn anymore!
&& ya noe wad???!
if i cud promise myself sumting & i will nvr break that promise,
i noe that the promise will b that i am NEVER going to stead/love anyone anymore..
well,that is except for my family and my BFFs..
other than that,NO ONE!
& if i can,
im gonna keep that promise til the dae i die!
GET THAT???!
i hate that guy i love!i hate my life!
heyy,ppl sae that its our life,so we are the one who decide abt our future,but isn't that wrong?
i mean lyk,allah is the one who controls us..he can let us go through things we dunt wanna go through..
so that means...
he wants me to b in love with HYM??
lyk,im alredi trying my best to get hym outta my life..
so why is allah torturing me so much??
wad wrong have i done??
plz!wadever it is,U dunt hve to make me fall in love with HYM!
all i can hope for rite now is that i wont get into my old habit...hopefully..
i dun wanna slit my hand!i dun wanna do all the wrong tings!
i wanna have a gd lyfe without any trouble..
but since allah controls me,i will juz let things pass..
let it go as He wants it to be...
okae..
i juz wanna express my feelings..
not anyting other than that...
so,i tink im done with this post..
okae?!
bubbye now!

Saturday, November 24, 2007

& btw,..
lyk,dunt u get it???
she is playing [[hard-to-get]] when ever ur ard..
dunt u noe tt??
ive been noticing her behaviour..
&& she told me..sumting..
&& rite now,
im getting more & more envious of her..
lyk, okae..she is prettier than me,cuter than me,& everyting else she has is alwaes btr than me.am i rite?? so lyk,when she plays [[hard-to-get]],i will alwaes b left out..
thats y,the other dae,biler u ppl where outside playing the comp,i was the onli stud inside the room using the comp & listening to song..i was TOTALLY left out && esp., PISSED OFF.
get it??
but the gd thing is,there was miss ummi,miss siti & miss mainthini in the room..or else i wud have gone bak hme straight..
& rite now,
to tel u dhe truth,
i feel lyk,u dun luv me anymore..
its lyk, ur heart totally belongs to aishah..
not even 1% for me..
lyk im onli ur fren..ONLI ur fren..NOT EVEN ur BF..
u noe??!
now tt u noe the truth,
frm wad is in my heart,
i have one ting to sae..
if u dunt want me to care abt any of this,
den i wont..
if u wanna brk u wit me,FINE!
if u wanna play-time me,SUPER FINE!
okae?!
if u want me to totally give up on u,SURE!
okae?!
i'll do anyting u ask me to do..
even if u ask me to kill myself but u dunt mean it,
i still WILL do it..
okae?!
so u btr GET THAT STRAIGHT..


p/s,
aishah is not to be known abt this..
coz she has no clue that we are togetha & i wanna keep that a secret okae?
so u musnt tel her okae?
kikie...
wad am i thinking seyy..
i noe..
i noe that u wont ever forgive me..am i rite??
hahs..& i thought it was..it really was..NOT wad i imagined..
us,this whole thing..
& admit it lah okae?
u lyk her more than me rite??
juz admit it..
that u still LURP her..

Friday, November 23, 2007

err.

harloo!!!~
okae,
thank gdness,
dh tk der org yg tau diary-ku yg telah ditukar URL..
(:
lyk,now i can sae all i want to without any1 finding out..
[[except KHAI tt is]]
if he noes,nvm uhhs.
butbut if any1 else noe,
I DIE!!
(:

now i wanna shout dis out!



to my syg yg [[paling tersyg]],

ILY LOADZ!!
IMY!!
I WANNA GO SAME SCH WITH U!



MUACKZ!MUACKZ!MUACKZ!!!

(:

nw im reli hapi!!
haha..
i miss calling u [[mylittleswitprincehunny]] uhhs!!

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

KRG!!!

even though aku tulis i like khai, doesn't mean he is my FIRST CHOICE KAYZ???????!!!!!!

here is how i wud rate the three boyz frm first to last..
1.amirul hafiz..
2.hidayat..
3.khairi..

KAYZ?!!

FYI,
i dun noe y but no matter wad, i still like2 hafiz[[even though he is with ery & i dun tink he likes me anymore]]..
SO,
dun u ever get the wrong idea kayz??!
if u want more info,
ask me urself lahh.
mls nk type..
kayz?!
well,
bye!!