haix...
y are u doing this to me??
do u reli tink i lyk it?!
well,as a matter of fact NO!
im very much hating it!
i hate boeing in lurv with anyone!
i hat it!i hate it!I HATE IT!
i hate it more than i hate myself!!
idk if this is wad u call [[real love]]or anyting but whatsoever it is,i dun care!
i dun give a damn anymore!
&& ya noe wad???!
if i cud promise myself sumting & i will nvr break that promise,
i noe that the promise will b that i am NEVER going to stead/love anyone anymore..
well,that is except for my family and my BFFs..
other than that,NO ONE!
& if i can,
im gonna keep that promise til the dae i die!
GET THAT???!
i hate that guy i love!i hate my life!
heyy,ppl sae that its our life,so we are the one who decide abt our future,but isn't that wrong?
i mean lyk,allah is the one who controls us..he can let us go through things we dunt wanna go through..
so that means...
he wants me to b in love with HYM??
lyk,im alredi trying my best to get hym outta my life..
so why is allah torturing me so much??
wad wrong have i done??
plz!wadever it is,U dunt hve to make me fall in love with HYM!
all i can hope for rite now is that i wont get into my old habit...hopefully..
i dun wanna slit my hand!i dun wanna do all the wrong tings!
i wanna have a gd lyfe without any trouble..
but since allah controls me,i will juz let things pass..
let it go as He wants it to be...
okae..
i juz wanna express my feelings..
not anyting other than that...
so,i tink im done with this post..
okae?!
bubbye now!

& btw,..
lyk,dunt u get it???
she is playing [[hard-to-get]] when ever ur ard..
dunt u noe tt??
ive been noticing her behaviour..
&& she told me..sumting..
&& rite now,
im getting more & more envious of her..
lyk, okae..she is prettier than me,cuter than me,& everyting else she has is alwaes btr than me.am i rite?? so lyk,when she plays [[hard-to-get]],i will alwaes b left out..
thats y,the other dae,biler u ppl where outside playing the comp,i was the onli stud inside the room using the comp & listening to song..i was TOTALLY left out && esp., PISSED OFF.
get it??
but the gd thing is,there was miss ummi,miss siti & miss mainthini in the room..or else i wud have gone bak hme straight..
& rite now,
to tel u dhe truth,
i feel lyk,u dun luv me anymore..
its lyk, ur heart totally belongs to aishah..
not even 1% for me..
lyk im onli ur fren..ONLI ur fren..NOT EVEN ur BF..
u noe??!
now tt u noe the truth,
frm wad is in my heart,
i have one ting to sae..
if u dunt want me to care abt any of this,
den i wont..
if u wanna brk u wit me,FINE!
if u wanna play-time me,SUPER FINE!
okae?!
if u want me to totally give up on u,SURE!
okae?!
i'll do anyting u ask me to do..
even if u ask me to kill myself but u dunt mean it,
i still WILL do it..
okae?!
so u btr GET THAT STRAIGHT..


p/s,
aishah is not to be known abt this..
coz she has no clue that we are togetha & i wanna keep that a secret okae?
so u musnt tel her okae?

kikie...
wad am i thinking seyy..
i noe..
i noe that u wont ever forgive me..am i rite??
hahs..& i thought it was..it really was..NOT wad i imagined..
us,this whole thing..
& admit it lah okae?
u lyk her more than me rite??
juz admit it..
that u still LURP her..

err.

harloo!!!~
okae,
thank gdness,
dh tk der org yg tau diary-ku yg telah ditukar URL..
(:
lyk,now i can sae all i want to without any1 finding out..
[[except KHAI tt is]]
if he noes,nvm uhhs.
butbut if any1 else noe,
I DIE!!
(:

now i wanna shout dis out!



to my syg yg [[paling tersyg]],

ILY LOADZ!!
IMY!!
I WANNA GO SAME SCH WITH U!



MUACKZ!MUACKZ!MUACKZ!!!

(:

nw im reli hapi!!
haha..
i miss calling u [[mylittleswitprincehunny]] uhhs!!

KRG!!!

even though aku tulis i like khai, doesn't mean he is my FIRST CHOICE KAYZ???????!!!!!!

here is how i wud rate the three boyz frm first to last..
1.amirul hafiz..
2.hidayat..
3.khairi..

KAYZ?!!

FYI,
i dun noe y but no matter wad, i still like2 hafiz[[even though he is with ery & i dun tink he likes me anymore]]..
SO,
dun u ever get the wrong idea kayz??!
if u want more info,
ask me urself lahh.
mls nk type..
kayz?!
well,
bye!!

-

hello..
i guess i shud tell khai bout tis ting..
well,maybe not..
NO!!i cant tell him tt!!
i totally cant!!
the whole ting wil spread throughout the whoel skl seyy!!
NOTE TO SELF:
NVR TELL KHAI BOUT TIS!!!
kk.
tkper larhhx..
bye!!

hellu!!~

okayz...
hmm.
who's gonna be my perfect mr rites guy seyy??!
&&& niwaes, dh lamer tk tulis pape kt sini seyy!!~
will u be my perfect mr ritez guy???
haa.mcm btl jekk..
my frenz onli noe tt i lyk pipiz..
the ting tey dunt noe is tt i lyk another two ppl.one of them is a corpse[change to mly word & u wil noe the name].
&& the other is oso looking fer his ms ritez..
shud i tell him e truth??
tt i lyk him too.not onli [the corpse] or pipiz..
well.fer now, its gonna be a secret between me & my dearest diary[& Allah. :)]
kk.bye!!
remmbring u alwaes,
amira.
daa.

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-AMIRA-